Flightless Bird, American Mouth

THANKYOU LIVERN
thx Livern
merci Livern



hahax...
i just listened a nice song in her blog...
she told me the song name & i had found it...(***bling bling Happy***)

from the soundtrack from Twilight...(***NICE movie...Romance...but i doesn't like to read Novel, waiting the 2nd episode of Movie***)





I was a quick wet boy
Diving too deep for coins
All of your straight blind eyes
Wide on my plastic toys
And when the cops closed the fair
I cut my long baby hair
Stole me a dog-eared map
And called for you everywhere

Have I found you?
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping
Or lost you?
American mouth
Big bill looming

Now Im a fat house cat
Cursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats
Curl through the wide/white fence cracks
Pissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold and clean
Blood of Christ mountain stream

Have I found you?
Flightless bird, brown hair bleeding
Or lost you?
American mouth
Big bill, stuck going down

*** waiting...

I'm tired

Some people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power yeah
Some people live just to play the game
Some people think that the physical things
Define what's within
I've been there before
But that life's a bore
So full of the superficial

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothin at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you

Some people search for a fountain
Promises forever young
Some people need three dozen roses
And that's the only way to prove you love them

Hand me the world on a silver platter
And what good would it be
No one to share with no one who truly cares for me

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you

If I ain't got you with me baby
Nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing
If I ain't got you with me baby

***

if I ain't got you, I will be peaceful and without pressure, I won't keep thinking about you and won't sorrowful, I won't forcing myself keep eating and gaining my weight become just like the ugly Betty, I won't acting crazy and keep laughing without any reason just trying for forget you, I won't be the most foolish woman in this world even universe to caring you and finding you however I know you are hiding me, I won't acting just like another me, wearing a mask in front and lie on everyone, I won't cry in my blanket and hug my pillow every times and always said that I am fine...

But if I ain't got you, my life will meaningless and pass simply, I will lose a lot of memory with you and missed the time sharing with you even that was worst to me but sometimes feel welfare , maybe now I am just a simply girl without any motivation to change myself, I couldn't find my confidence to done anythings and to face up with the challenge, I still living in the memory and couldn't put down the past tense...

Now, I dosen't want anything, fortune, fame, power, and not for a game, but i don't want left nothing at all, I hoped just a sound of apologize, even you think that you are write, but actually u din't...

However i know it doesn't work for typing a blog just want you to mention me, but *** just for fun ***, don't think too much, it's a little too late to do anything now...sorry...

***

I really love to laugh and smile simply with a happy or funny reason, please don't force me to act anything, please don't come to interfere my LIFE...oppppssss...

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Hey...Sorry about this few days, cause din't updated often, i am tiring in visiting friends and hang out with them, will update more maybe tomorrow, cause school just reopen, got a little bit sleepy...

I AM A LAZZY WORM, DOESN'T LIKE TO DO HOMEWORK

je suis si désolé

大年初一

went dinner with dad, mum & bro~

i guess u all never heard i got a brother before, actually is brothers, big brother aged 38 this year & small brother aged 28. Actually i also got a little cute niece named Joey, aged 4 this year...hahax...till then, i should shut up & keep my family secret off at here...bler=p

The Cutest Girl In This World~my little cute Joey

lets go back to the Dinner time~

i keep annoying " go Ocean go Ocean, Ocean got Open " , well as my dad, he wont listen to me because he & mom have to become a week of vegetarian for this CNY week ( Buddhist ), so my brother suggest to go that don't know what restaurant near Beverlyhills there, but apologize that it din't open for CNY, suggest to May Flower, dad say too many Human Being, after that he just drive & keep finding, suddenly i think about Gaya also not bad, just turn around and we going there. on the way bro say bring us to the Xin Jiang restaurant in K.K, dad turn around again then went there. Ihad been there before, it just opposite the Wisma Mederka & the India store? ( coz i heard India song as loud as u can't imagin that night )...

The Shop...with The Song

They 2 just eat the VEGE...the fried LA-MIAN is in vegitable style~
i taste the sauce was sweet =) I LIKE IT, i called up the other plate but got Duck=.=

FOOD~actually still got 2 plates=.=

Son giving a lecture to his dad?=.=

mom & daughter camwhore here~

i had eaten quite many that night, sure i am a fatty lady, the lady boss also admire me that i can eat a lot=.=lalala~

The Free Hing Hwa Soya Sauce, CNY gift...

SS human being~

long long time din't act cute~muahahax!!!

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Hey~

just now 8+pm did u watch RTM 1??? got me inside but just a few of sec=.=~...our leader Joshua Teh Long leg, of coz he is my son to, had a big head in the TV who was playing violin, my daughter & grandaughter yee kee, hui ling & crystall also not bad bha...but pity YAO hui ling & Alvin, less see them however just the few sec...

by the way~

why din't saw Ah Pink ???that day i saw him talk MANY at there bha...Ah meh~pity pity~NO TV FACE

( so sad, forgot to capture down the TV show, i must find it out, & post it up!!! gambateh Charlotte Poulain=.=SSS )

The Day They Went 1 B

the day...don't know is when, i din't follow them...so SAD T.T

Tittle :

打情骂窍

Type :

guessing...

Place :

1 Bornio :

Character :

Nicole ( my daughter ) - womanly
Joshua ( my son ) - chopstick

Director / Camera Man :

Stephen ( my son ) - ah girl

They 2

Even Da Pink also ask us is it them SEDANG PAK TOK?
hahahax!!

Crazy Human Being

here we are~

Brand Old K.K.S.O Crazy Human Being~
cello group VS 2nd violin~

Tittle :

K.K.S.O Human

Type :

Crazy, Comedy, Life, K.K.S.O

Place :

Kian Kok Middle School Field

Character :

Charlotte ( mum / popo ) - love to jump in the video
Stephen ( my son ) - love to act foolish in the video
Yvonne ( my granddaughter / mui ) - love to laugh without any reason in the video
Crystal ( my granddaughter ) - love to run in the video

Director / Camera Man :

Sebestion ( my mom ) - love to help us take a photo or video

Part 1

Part 2

"0 手机学校?"
"0 hand phone school?"

the clearest school bla bla bla, Shhh don't tell Ah Pink, later my mummy give catch than her Lan C w910 will been sold at don't know wich / whose 2nd hand phone shop...

年三十晚

团圆饭

just our 3 only, Mum, Dad, Me

so decided went to Sutera again, Dad lazy to cook, Mum lazy to wash plates, MOU BIAN...
small bro also went friend house to dinner, 年初三 his GF coming from KL, din't eat Pork de...lalalax, i told dad next year CNY eve went Johor, celebrate with Big Bro them & little Joey~

I love to gathering with a big family, I hope new year can back W.M because all my relatives at there, & i can recieve many Ang Pau, but my dad & mum also need gave many Ang Pau, sometimes my dad & mum weren't worth, coz just me recevie the ONYL 1 Ang Pau~ but my relatives them at least also got 2 Children la... Ah meh~ i love to back Sg. Besar~ popo there, coz popo owez cook lot of delicious food, & keep forcing us to eat~ but Happy bha~

here some Funny Photo-.-
actually not so...

New Year New Dress?New Shoes?New Beg?
except the Anna Sui beg from my dad & mum' H.K friend, those i had weared~
hahax

The Red Red Dang Long~

Dad & Mum

mum with the Lily...that is water Lily kah?

=.= The SS ah po~
looks Pale White Boh=.=

Happy Chinese 牛 Year~

Finally Chinese New Year 2009~MOO~ had come...the cow also keep forcing me to eat, oh no-.- i fat d, ah meh~

Whatever la~

wish u all a greatest & richest CNY-.-

牛年行大运~
牛转乾坤~
牛牛大顺~
牛运当头~

wheres is my ang pau???


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wake up early in the morning...
because

the lion dance~

ding ding dong dong pong pong qiang qiang-.-
but my mum & dad had gone out~nobody open door to them & i was sleepy that time~
no ang pau~ don't mad worh~
hahax~

after while-.-

receive many msg, thanks guys din't forget me how ever my speaker had broken, but when i send those greeting msg to some Human Being, they ask back me who am i-.-, sure i am HYY 511, u this Ah Ong~ Ah Chong~ Ah Wu~ Ah Banana~ Ah Tsen~ bla bla bla, how come u all forget me in this CNY T.T so bad~

i am hungry & boring now-.-
no idea want type what certainly, my mental problem is the obstruction make me can't type anything recently-.- obviously, 词穷 = Words Poor~, is the problem, =.=, i am poor in English, even my Chinese also degenerating, OLD LO~

not yet wake bha~
sorry bha Boss~
Happy CNY bha Boss~

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