I'm tired

Some people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power yeah
Some people live just to play the game
Some people think that the physical things
Define what's within
I've been there before
But that life's a bore
So full of the superficial

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothin at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you

Some people search for a fountain
Promises forever young
Some people need three dozen roses
And that's the only way to prove you love them

Hand me the world on a silver platter
And what good would it be
No one to share with no one who truly cares for me

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you

If I ain't got you with me baby
Nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing
If I ain't got you with me baby

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if I ain't got you, I will be peaceful and without pressure, I won't keep thinking about you and won't sorrowful, I won't forcing myself keep eating and gaining my weight become just like the ugly Betty, I won't acting crazy and keep laughing without any reason just trying for forget you, I won't be the most foolish woman in this world even universe to caring you and finding you however I know you are hiding me, I won't acting just like another me, wearing a mask in front and lie on everyone, I won't cry in my blanket and hug my pillow every times and always said that I am fine...

But if I ain't got you, my life will meaningless and pass simply, I will lose a lot of memory with you and missed the time sharing with you even that was worst to me but sometimes feel welfare , maybe now I am just a simply girl without any motivation to change myself, I couldn't find my confidence to done anythings and to face up with the challenge, I still living in the memory and couldn't put down the past tense...

Now, I dosen't want anything, fortune, fame, power, and not for a game, but i don't want left nothing at all, I hoped just a sound of apologize, even you think that you are write, but actually u din't...

However i know it doesn't work for typing a blog just want you to mention me, but *** just for fun ***, don't think too much, it's a little too late to do anything now...sorry...

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I really love to laugh and smile simply with a happy or funny reason, please don't force me to act anything, please don't come to interfere my LIFE...oppppssss...

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Hey...Sorry about this few days, cause din't updated often, i am tiring in visiting friends and hang out with them, will update more maybe tomorrow, cause school just reopen, got a little bit sleepy...

I AM A LAZZY WORM, DOESN'T LIKE TO DO HOMEWORK

je suis si désolé